oon as possible to comfort him. 。When Qin Jingwen arrived home, it was already nine o'clock in the evening. 。Pushing open the door, I saw Ban Yue and Joe in the living room watching an animated movie....As he assured

, he walked towards the elevator. 。However, Sun Xu simply drove away afterwards. He felt he could get off work today. 。At this point, Qin Jingwen had no choice but to give in to Qiao Shunchen. Luckily, there was no one else in the elevator. 。

Otherwise, she would have become a hot topic in this neighborhood again after being seen doing this.

As Qiao Shunchen walked into the house, he put Qin Jingwen down and went to close the door. At this moment, Qin Jingwen ran to the bathroom again, and then the sound of vomiting came from inside. 。Joe Shun-chen quickly found some water and then went to the restroom. 。"Water for you, I'll go buy some medicine to sober up." 。Joe Shun-chen put the water aside and turned to leave, but he was pulled back by Qin Jingwen. 。"Don't worry about it, just sleep and you'll be fine." 。Qin Jingwen panted heavily, tears streaming down her face because of the vomiting. 。It's really hard, isn't it I told you not to drink. 。Joe Shunchen was heartbroken to see Qin Jingwen being tormented by alcohol. He regretted giving her the drink in the first place. 。"It's okay, you go back. If you stay out too late, your uncle will worry." 。" Qin Jingwen has been opposed to Qiao Shunchen staying by her side from the beginning to now. She is not afraid of what Qiao Shunchen will do, but she is afraid that she will lose control of her emotions and ask Qiao Shunchen to do something. " 。“Seeing you like this, how can I rest assured to go back Don't talk, drink some water and rinse your mouth. You're going to vomit again soon.” 。Qin Jingwen listened obediently, and her lips trembled as she spat out the water. The disgusting feeling subsided somewhat after that. 。But due to vomiting, my stomach and throat are burning and painful. 。She got up, but she couldn't muster any strength. 。At that moment, Qiao Shunchen bent down and picked up Qin Jingwen. 。Then she carried her back to the bedroom and placed her on the bed, starting to undress her. 。“I come myself” 。Qin Jingwen felt it was too ambiguous. Although the two had countless intimate encounters, after all, they weren't boyfriend and girlfriend or husband and wife. Such behavior shouldn't exist 。Maybe she was being melodramatic, maybe she was putting on airs, but she truly wanted to live with dignity in front of Qiao Shunchen. 。"Don't move, you might vomit again." 。I'll help you change into some comfortable clothes and then I'll leave once you fall asleep. 。 Qiao Shunchen knew what Qin Jingwen cared about, and he knew she had a strong sense of self-esteem. 。And so he left, and I couldn't stop thinking about him all night. 。" Qiao Shunchen, if you do this, I'll really misunderstand. Please don't treat me well, just go back." 。I'll be drunk countless times in my life. Will you always take care of me 。" Qin Jingwen sadly said, her heart felt like a large stone was pressing down on it, making her almost suffocate. 。At this point, Qiao Shunchen had already taken off Qin Jingwen's coat and then pulled up the blanket to cover her. 。He sat beside Qin Jingwen, opening his mouth in a warm and gentle manner to persuade her. 。"Don't say that, Wenwen. I can't guarantee that I was by your side countless times, but as long as I'm here, I want to take care of you." 。Don't overthink it, don't deliberately avoid it. We don't have the courage to overcome difficulties, nor can we destroy the love in our hearts. 。Relax and let things take their course. 。"

I also want to, I also told myself not to escape and go with the flow, but seeing you..."

Qin Jing said half of her words gently then stopped, tears streaming down her cheeks

"Seeing you, I can't control myself, so don't be so nice to me." 。You stay away from me, you hate me, only then will my heart toward you grow cold. 。Qin Jing's temperature regulation couldn't hold back her sobs. 。Everything she said she wanted to accomplish on her own, but she found that forgetting Qiao Shunchen was harder than forgetting herself. 。What she wanted most at this moment was to have amnesia. That way, without any effort, she could forget Qiao Shunchen and her heart would feel light again. 。“But I can't do that, I could never be cruel to you forever” 。How could Qiao Shunchen not be heartbroken In the world, there is no greater pain than two people in love being unable to be together. 。He and Qin Jingwen were just people in pain. 。"Why bother We are separated by tens of thousands of miles and walking in opposite directions. We'll never meet, so why torture me" 。Qin Jingwen's cries became more and more intense. 。Even if she believed that Qiao Shunchen's love for her was sincere, she had no hope for their future. 。Joe Xiang, the power and status of the Qiao family, Joe Shunchen's excellence, and Ye Wen... The obstacles between them are more than just a five-finger mountain. 。Qin Jingwen continued speaking. 。 "It was me being selfish. It wasn't you tormenting me, it was me who couldn't move on." 。" Oh...I'm going crazy. 。“Qin Jingwen roared and cried out loudly.” 。She feels like she's going to suffocate if she doesn't vent. 。"Qiao Shunchen, please let me take the children and leave. Please let me find a place without you to start over." 。As soon as Qin Jingwen's pained voice fell, Qiao Shunchen grabbed Qin Jingwen's arm and pulled her into his arms with a force. 。“I’m sorry, I have to be selfish about this. If you leave, I can't live.” 。" Do you know, Ye Wen has mentioned to me more than once about asking you to take the children and leave, but I refused every time. " 。I can't live without you and the children. Even if we aren't husband and wife or lovers, I need you to live within my sight. 。Perhaps at this moment Qiao Shunchen was the most selfish person in the world, only considering himself and not Qin Jingwen. 。But he really can't afford to lose Qin Jingwen, he can only be selfish once. 。"Bastard, Joe Shun Chen you're a bastard, you're a devil, do you know that How can you be like this, this isn't fair to me, do you know that" 。"Qin Jingwen cried and scolded him, while punching Qiao Shunchen with her fists. 。His words were tantamount to a death sentence for her. She would have to spend the rest of her life in agony. 。Why doesn't he try to think from her perspective and consider the problem from her point of view 。"I'm a bastard, I'm selfish, you can scold and beat me however you want as long as you don't leave, anything is fine." 。" Qiao Shunchen said with heartache, his voice couldn't hide the pampering. 。When Qiao Shunchen said this, Qin Jingwen unexpectedly felt reluctant. She took the initiative to hug Qiao Shunchen and burst into tears. 。"What did I owe you in my past life I gave birth to two children for you, but I couldn't get anything in return. You wouldn't even let me leave you." 。" Joe, I understand everything. Whether you truly loved me that day or not, I won't ask for anything 。All I ask is that you never again say you feel sorry for me, and never again say that you can't live without me. 。Some words kept in the heart won't torment a person, but saying them out loud will cost me my life. 。Qin Jingwen cried and collapsed into Qiao Shunchen's arms, her whole body weak as if she was about to die. 。She can withstand the accusations of others, she can not care about the insults of others, she can endure all unfairness except that she cannot bear Qiao Shunchen's dependence on her and his concern for her. 。Hearing these words, yet feeling no such heart, it's better to simply end her life with a knife for a more straightforward and painless experience. 。"Don't say, never say again" 。As long as you don't leave, I promise to agree to whatever you say. 。“Joe Shun-chen also knew that saying these words would not give love, which was the most tormenting thing.” 。He was selfish, but only out of love. 。The night outside was silent, it was gentle 。But the two people in the bedroom, though physically together, were each enduring inner pain. 。No one knows how long this pain will last, no one knows if happiness will be waiting at the end of the pain. Nothing is certain, nothing is known, they can only keep walking blindly forward. 。 Qiao Shunchen didn't leave until the next morning, and when he left, Qin Jingwen was still asleep. 。< Qiao Shunchen turned off Qin Jingwen's hands, for fear that someone would wake her. > 。 Qiao Shunchen left Qin Jingwen's house and did not go to the company or back to the suburban villa. Instead, he went to the old house to see Qiao Dexiang. 。Upon arriving at the old house, Qiao Shunchen greeted his second uncle and aunt and went straight to his grandfather's study. 。"What brings you here so early" Joe Xiang asked Joe Shunchen in a low voice. 。 “Personal matters” 。"Simple two words, yet unwaveringly firm. " 。No matter what he wanted to say, grandfather must have a firm attitude. 。His intuition told him the culprit had to be one of these two people. 。"Warm warm" 。Grandpa, Auntie Wenwen is taking my little sister back to City A for the New Year. I want Wenwen and Ban Yue to come to our house for the New Year. 。“ Qiao Shunchen spoke with such certainty, as if he didn't allow his grandfather to refute him at all. ” 。But he knew that if his grandfather didn't allow it, even if he brought Qin Jingwen back, this year would be spent uneasily. 。 "Qin Jingwen is coming" Joe Xiang's eyebrows furrowed, his voice still low but not cold yet. 。"No, it was my own idea." 。If grandpa agrees, I'll tell Winnie. 。Joe Shunchen thought he had persuaded his grandfather, so Qin Jingwen's side would be easy to handle. He just needed to communicate with Ban Yue and things would definitely be settled. 。"Shunchen, no matter what, Ye Wen is your girlfriend in name, she can't come to our house for New Year's. What do you think about Qin Jingwen coming over instead" Qiao Dexiang asked Qiao Shunchen calmly. 。But you don't like Ye Wen, since she can't come to warm up, I don't think it's inappropriate. 。And she came as a friend, and also as Teacher Xu's student. This doesn't feel forced at all. 。Joe Shun-Chen's attitude wouldn't change because of anyone, he put in his best effort just to have a New Year's Eve dinner with Qin Jingwen. 。“Let’s put aside Qin Jingwen’s matter for now” 。“Do you know that I don't like Ye Wen, and yet you insist on marrying her”Joe Xiang got an inspiration for something he was planning. He put Qin Jingwen aside first. If Qiao Shunchen performed well, he could agree to let Qin Jingwen come home for the New Year. 。"Ye Wen is the one who best meets grandpa's requirements, and doesn't like being outside of grandpa's standards." 。Joe Shun-chen no longer likes Ye Wen, but he can't bear to throw away so many years of feelings. He can't bear to hurt Ye Wen, and he can't follow his grandfather's wishes and destroy the Ye family. 。"I have new standards, and if you're willing to cooperate, I can consider Qin Jingwen's matter." 。" Joe Xiang slowly entered the topic 。Joe Shunchen had a feeling of being on the edge of a trap, but could he choose not to jump in 。"Go on a blind date. If you meet someone more suitable than Ye Wen, break up with Ye Wen." 。"Joe Chiang's one sentence left Joe Shunchen standing there in surprise." 。How can grandfather speak so casually about marriage 。Ye Wen no matter what, she is the woman he waited for four years. Even if there's no feelings now, there's still friendship and familial love between them. How can they just break it off so easily 。And doing so is not ethical, the harm done isn't to a woman 。"Grandpa, Ye Wen and I haven't broken up yet, so I can't go on a blind date. Doing so would be irresponsible to both Ye Wen and the other woman." 。I can't agree to a blind date. 。After being surprised, Qiao Shunchen gave an affirmative answer. 。"Responsible You're still wavering between Qin Jing and Wen Ye, that's irresponsible, isn't it" Joe Dexiang suddenly retorted coldly at Joe Shunchen. 。ain. 。Now, saying these things is just part of the chat content and doesn't have any real meaning. 。Besides, she could tell that Qiao Shunchen clearly liked Qin Jingwen and cared about her. Her child...