adn't gone home all night, thinking about Su Kexin the whole time.He found that what he cared about most was still the marriage of Su Kexin and Gu Chi.He used to think that Su Kexin and Gu Chi got mar...For two whole years, he couldn't escape this guilt. He suffered sleepless nights again and again. Sometimes, exhausted, he would fall asleep, but within half an hour he would be jolted awake by nightmares filled with Cheng Ruoer's cries. 。When he was tortured almost to the point of death, he went to see a psychiatrist. 。It took him a year of physical and mental therapy to finally free himself from the pain, but Cheng Ruoruo remained an unhealing wound in his heart. 。Even after he met and fell in love with Su Kexin, a kind and gentle girl, there was still a tiny corner in his heart reserved for Cheng Ra’er. 。The girl he once deeply loved, the girl who lost her life because of him, was someone he could never simply forget. 。When Cheng Ru'er appeared in the graveyard, his first reaction was shock. Later, after listening to her recount her experience of being rescued at the Cheng family, he reacted with joy and relief. 。The stone that had been weighing on his heart finally shattered into dust at that moment. After all these years, it was the first time he'd been able to breathe so easily. 。By then, he had fallen deeply in love with Cheng Kexin. Even if Cheng Ruo'er was still alive, there was no possibility between them anymore. 。But for Cheng Ruor'er's words and actions, he had never doubted them. Even though she was no longer someone he cared about, she still held a special place in his life. 。

Later on, he broke up with Su Kexin. He started to know Cheng Ruor's venomous schemes and began to hate her, to loathe her. However, his disgust was only directed at the corrupted Cheng Ruor. As for their youthful love, he had never regretted it from beginning to end. 。That was a beautiful memory in his life, never tainted by Cheng Ruo'er's changing moods. At least, back then they were genuinely facing each other, experiencing pure happiness. 。Now, thinking back, Gu Chi only felt a mockery. What was beautiful What was pure It turned out that everything was just his own self-deception. 。It's all just a trap, the feelings he cherished for so many years, to her, are nothing but stepping stones for profit. 。"I don't want to hurt you!" Hearing the hatred in Gu Chi's words, Cheng Raoer panicked even more, "Gu Chi, I really didn't mean to hurt you, I loosened your bonds in the end, I didn't want your life, believe me, I love you, how could I possibly harm you" "Do you think I would believe any of these words you say" Coldly looking at Cheng Raoer, Gu Chi was not moved by her words at all. 。"Gu Chi, could you try to see things from my perspective Back then, I really had no choice. It was just a moment of impulse that led me to make such a huge mistake. Please forgive me this once, I promise, I'll never do it again." 。Cheng Ru'er was crying so hard she couldn't control herself. 。"We grew up together, you can't treat me like this. " 。"Gu Chi, we once loved each other so much. We were so happy together back then. Have you forgotten all of that"

"Don't say any more!" Hearing Cheng Ruor speak about the past, Gu Chi instantly flared up. 。Back then, she still had the nerve to bring up their past relationship with him! She just played him for a fool. 。"Cheng Ru'er, having liked you back then was the biggest regret and the most foolish thing I've ever done in my life! If I could go back in time and choose again, I would absolutely not have met you!" Gù Chí stared at Cheng Ru'er angrily and seriously, saying every word with utmost clarity. He completely denied his youthful, misguided feelings. 。Looking at Gu Chi, Cheng Rao'er's tears fell drop by drop, soon soaking the sheets below. 。't let this woman off easily. Knowing Zhou Yang as he did, he understood she didn't quite understand the ways of the world and wouldn't know how to handle this situation."What's wrong" she asked in a...