some confusion, as if he didn't understand what he was saying.Shen Mingxuan still felt that he had spoiled himself too much. He looked at the young man's blushing skin, as beautiful and charming as a...Even hatred was gone. 。Zheng Feng stared at the person, his words coming out in a gruff, halting manner. 。Zhou Sheng immediately changed his words, "It's not that I'm too narcissistic. When I first saw myself, I just felt like it wasn't the original Ning Shu anymore." 。...and my appearance has changed a lot....especially not just in terms of temperament, it's almost a complete transformation. And I used to be very sensitive and fragile, and I cried easily, like now..."

Zhou Sheng quickly corrected himself, "It's not that I'm too narcissistic, when I first saw myself, I just felt like I wasn't Ning Shu anymore." 。She looked completely different...especially her aura, it was a drastic change. And I used to be very sensitive and fragile, always crying easily, like now...When Ning Shuo woke up, she found that her body was already clean and dry. 。I closed my eyes, but I didn't forget. Zheng Feng wasn't how he held me, making the outside of the room....

He also drugged me unconscious. 。As if he could see through my mind, Zheng Feng just lit a cigarette and then kicked up. 。

The deep affection, those who cared about him so much, they all gave it to Zhou Sheng. 。Zheng Feng's throat seemed to rumble with a rising tide of phlegm, his chest tightening in pain, aching with a sharp, sour sensation. 。Then he got up and found the book with the bookmark. 。Ning Shu didn't show too many emotions. 。I was pretty surprised that Ning Shu wanted to go to the countryside, after all I thought she'd never want to live there for her whole life. 。But in his eyes, there was a darkness that lingered, not easily dispelled. 。Zhou Sheng has to admit that I was attracted by the way the other party made me look like this. 。If it weren't for the fact that I was dating you back then, I wouldn't have spent so much time and effort with Ning Shu...I would have been willing to spend more time with her and really play around....

Finding the handwriting of the young man again, there is indeed a difference.....

Zheng Feng's eyes were dark, and he expressionlessly pulled the young man's hand into his arms. 。Zhou Sheng gave a long rambling speech there, still behaving like he used to with Ning Shu. He didn't even realize how much time had passed until... 。Zheng Feng interrupted my words. Zhou Sheng saw that I was about to leave, so he begged for mercy: "Mr. Zheng, when will you agree to let me go I promise that I won't appear in front of you again..."

I raised my eyelids, with sharp and handsome eyebrows, but not making people tremble: "I just have it dug out" 。“Zhou Sheng's face turned pale, and he quickly said, “Where would I dare to think that I like...not women, not men... It’s just that I feel Ning Shu hasn’t changed much... And when I see her, it's like seeing a stranger. It doesn't feel strange at all...”What could make someone change so drastically Because of Zhou ShengNing Shu wasn't truly angry. Zheng Feng had an overly strong desire to possess and control... 。I knew it all along, clearly. My eyelashes fluttered, it's just that this time, the man was too much. 。

She wasn't icy cold, but her temperament wasn't warm either, lacking a bit of resilience. 。It's not that my sexual orientation isn't men, it's just that when I was in college... 。Zhou Sheng endured all this hardship only because it benefited me. We were dating. 。For someone like Zhou Sheng, this poisonous oath wouldn't even be a big deal to me. He deserves worse. 。When Zheng Feng saw this, his eyes darkened slightly. 。I remember I didn't feed apricots to the young people, but after they finished eating, nothing happened. 。Ning Shu fell silent. 。

Ning Shuchou felt no one was watching him, so he closed his eyes. 。Even in my dreams, I felt those eyes watching me. As soon as I opened my eyes and saw Zheng Feng so close to me, I was startled. 。"If I had allergies before, now the probability of getting them again is probably not very high, right

"Don't worry, it's not like we're going to have ten lifetimes. Even if we haven't lived through ten lifetimes before, I would still let us go." 。In this lifetime, I guess the only option is for me to find a man. 。Ning Shu tightly pursed her lips, thinking, recalling that every time I brought this up... 。What methods Zheng Feng would use to punish himself, I'd let my body tremble slightly, grabbing the other person's solid and muscular arm and saying: "...I didn't tell you before, it wasn't my fault..." 。"

Zhou Sheng wasn't clever now." 。Looking at Zhou Sheng

As for Zhou Shengchen's change, it didn't happen after he jumped into the river. 。

Zheng Feng kept his words curt, his eyes clouded. 。Zheng Feng's face twitched, and he glared with his dark eyes. 。My eyes were dark, I flicked the ash from my cigarette. 。Zheng Feng's eyes changed, my gaze falling on the young man. 。The other person sat on the bed next to me, and I could tell they had been staring at me for a long time. 。Suddenly, his throat rolled as he spoke, his eyes filled with a hint of gloom. "What was the reason we did what we did before"

Zheng Feng's heart was filled with a touch of confusion. He felt his throat tighten. 。He lit another cigarette and called Wang Feng, asking me to help him find out some information. 。

These days, my body still has residual touch sensations. 。Zheng Feng went mad, I couldn't even defend myself. 。Zhou Sheng saw that there was no hope, and he knew what to do. 。Rambling on, he continued, "Me and my ex-girlfriend, weren't supposed to run into each other at the store..." 。"At the beginning, I thought I wasn't here for myself...."

I tightened my fingers and addressed the man: " ...Zheng Feng" 。There are so many changes. 。This should not be the third time I've proposed to break up with them. 。。Wei Chu said, "Are we really doing this"

......

The young man had been worn out by me these past few days and fell asleep early. 。With a look of fatigue in his eyes and brows, Zheng Feng sat down on the edge of the bed and looked at me for a while. 。Then I remembered Zhou Sheng's words, and my eyes deepened with thought. 。We don't even need to think about it. 。"To think of a young person like this, to live or die." 。His throat moved, a slight rasp to his voice: "Us... we're not ghosts" Zheng Feng's eyes were dark and clouded with jealousy, the feeling welling up in him again. 。But a thought of apricot allergies flashed through my mind, yet it wasn't the feeling that made my throat tighten. 。...to the point where Zheng Feng came back, even holding me and kissing my forehead... 。Zhou Sheng looked into the man's eyes, and felt a chill run down his spine. 。

Survival, desire, made this act, simple to reach its peak. That's when I suddenly had a thought in my brain and blurted out: "Ning Shu ah, you've changed so much. When I first met you, I thought I was mistaken."

Zheng Feng was biting on his cigarette butt, as if in the first half of his life, he had become someone completely different from the young man people talked about. 。Ning Shu softly let out a breath and said, "If we mind... then aren't we just... breaking up anyway" 。"Zheng Feng said, "You think I'm not Ning Shu's type You think the first man she ever had feelings for was me" Zhou Sheng quickly explained, "It's not true! I just like men. Back then, I didn't feel anything bad or disgusted." 。We haven't even held hands many times, and the only time we get close is in bed. I haven't even been kissed by him. 。Seeing this, Zheng Feng's heart was filled with more and more doubts. 。I remember back then, I thought being young was about being disliked. Only later did I realize, this person wasn't afraid of me. 。Zhou Sheng felt it was too discordant. 。Zheng Feng said in a flat tone: "Don't think that just because you cheated me, I haven't seen through you. You are not the first man to cheat me." 。The atmosphere around Zheng Feng suddenly became chilling, and I involuntarily swallowed my saliva: "...take back what we said." 。"

Zheng Feng's words were not filled with jealousy at all, he didn't seem like someone who had his vinegar vat overturned." 。That's why I just did what I did and said what I said. 。Zheng Feng stood straight on the spot, listening to these words. 。Her brows furrowed slightly, and I knew exactly what she was thinking. 。

Ning Shu moved her lips, knowing Zheng Feng would never let her off so easily. 。But this matter, it will always remain unresolved, and every time we bring it up later, there will be a barrier between us. 。Having been sent to the countryside by her family, Ning Shu didn't show any reaction. 。I bit my lip, feeling my legs trembling. 。

Zheng Feng furrowed his brows. 。Although there are many of us, according to some classmates' impressions, our view of Ning Shu is not: "She's not very sensitive in personality, but she's still quite lively. Besides clinging to Zhou Sheng, she interacts more with us..." 。"In that instant, the thought arose in him to make this person disappear forever, to erase them from the world." 。Ning Shu pursed her lips and opened her mouth to say, "... I didn't intend to hide it from you. It's just that not everyone believes there are ghosts in this world." 。I inhaled the smoke, then slowly exhaled a plume. 。

I'm done, I'm high as hell, let the youth bite my bones, biting out a mouthful

Yes, except for disgust >> 。A cold snort came from her throat: “...Just take care of yourself, you idiot.” 。"The thought of breaking up with him is not fake, although I don't have deep feelings for Zheng Feng either. " 。Zheng Feng didn't have any serious scenes, even... Young people are really like Zhou Sheng and haven't gone through anything. 。I'm willing to let go, but Ning Shu, you're just not the one for me in this life. Half your life, there won't be anyone like me. You can only rely on me, use my things. Even though I've lost faith, I resist Zhou Sheng the most. I just wouldn't allow that. 。Ning Shu seems to be allergic to apricots. Every time we buy apricots, I don't eat them, because she's not. 。"He just looked at me, his eyes a little deep: “What do you mean” But upon our second encounter, I couldn't read any emotion in his eyes. " 。My mind raced, Ning Shu hadn't mentioned herself to the other party. 。I held onto the young man, patting his... well, let's just say, "unfleshy" area: "If you want our men to get mad again, just take back all your words." 。I've only seen other people have allergies in the countryside. 。I'm allergic to eggs. Every time I eat them, I break out in a rash. It's happened so badly that I've had to go to the hospital before. 。But would Zheng Feng really believe what I said Wouldn't he just think that this was an excuse 。But I also give us a choice, if we mind, we can spend some time apart. 。Zheng Feng didn't reply, and he just turned around and walked out of the room. 。Wang Feng found everything. About the youth going to the countryside before, what had never been... 。I've checked it all clearly. Ning Shusheng let go of the city, and before his parents divorced, he was indeed very wrong. 。It's been less than a week. 。Zhou Sheng still found it strange, after all, Ning Shu had liked me so much back then. 。So humble and servile, to the point of embarrassment, all to make me happy. Even willing to humiliate herself. And Ning Shu, she was always so humble and sensitive back then, easily hurt. 。 not even a tiger eats its own cubs. His heart felt cold, as if he had aged ten years all at once.Li Yan merely said in a flat tone, "You're tired."The maid standing nearby, upon hearing this, pushed...